Back to work :(

So I went back to work on Monday. All was going good until around 4pm...then my body turned on me. I had really bad pain and was exhausted. By the time I got off at 5:30pm I was so tired and grumpy. I don't know what it is about bieng at work. I am only working 8 hours for the first two weeks but I have to work 9am-5:30pm. When I go to my 10 hour days it will be 7am-5:30pm. I don't know how i am going to do it. Even if I did not have pain that would be hard.
So I have been having pain again and I am not sure what is going on now. I just don't know what to do now. Was my surgery for nothing? Oh well I guess I can't complain, at least I had a few weeks of low pain. Me and Karson are going to try to eat healthier and excercise more so maybe that will help.
Dez

Time at home running out!

Well I only have about a week and a half before I head back to work. I go back September 28th. The time flew by quickly. I went to see my surgeon for a follow up on Monday. He said everything looked okay. I asked him to put me on a modified schedule when I return to work. For those of you who don't know the County is closed on Fridays now which means I have to work 10 hour days. I think this will be a little too much for me when I first return to work. My doc gave me 2 weeks working only 8 hour days. I think that will help me transition into the 10 hour work week. I am kind of looking forward to going back to work but then again I am afraid. I think I went back to soon during my first surgery and I think all the sitting at work made my adhesions worse. I have to remember to get up a walk a little at least every 2 hours. I am sure my boss is looking foward to me coming back.
Other than that nothing really going on in our lifes. We have not been to disneyland in forever and we miss it. I think I can do it with a lot of resting but really I have been doing really good with the pain. I just feel sore so far. None of the old pain has come back so far. I am starting to go down slowly on my nerve pain pills to see if I reall need them anymore. I think all of my pain was caused by adhesions because my surgeon found so much in there! I feel so much better but I don't want to get too excited yet. Most of my other pain didn't really start last time until maybe 2 months after my surgery...so only time will tell. I am hopeful. I am so eager to start living my life again. I want to lose wieght and be healthy, I want to be active, I want to start getting out on service more, I want to be normal again. So far so good......I just pray this lasts.

Dez

Look what I found! Old Pictures...

A trip to Magic Mountain ...................Picture of Toby

The little one is Jimmy....

It has been three weeks today since my surgery. I have been doing really well. I went to meeting on Sunday and it went ok. I go back to work Setptember 27th. It seems so far away right now but it will be here in no time. It's pretty boring at home by myself. I have been watching Lost from the first season. I am on the third season and probably will finish that today. I am going to go out to walk since I did nothing yesterday, probably to the mall or something. It is so hot outside and my car doesn't have air conditioning but I have to walk. I would rather walk at the mall than outside!! Well that is about it for now. There is nothing else going on right now so I guess thats it.
Dez