Oh the pain....goes on and on

So I have been having more pain lately. It might be because I have been sick and I am coughing a lot causing my muscles to tense. My hips are starting to hurt as well. I hate taking narcotics but my pain doc said to take them if I am in pain. The left side has always been the side that hurts more. My whole abdomen, below my belly button, is like a big bruise. It hurts to the touch and it throbs like a bruise too. I have deep pain in my left lower pelvic area, probably the fact that my ovary is adhered to my colon is the reason for the pain. Especially when I eat greasy food. I have gained weight so I know that is not helping either. It is so hard to lose weight when you are miserable or you are not motivated. I mean I think I weigh more now then I did before i lost a bunch of weight. So sad! :( Depressing :(
Dez

Have not posted in awhile

Well I have not posted anything in awhile. We have been really busy these past few weeks. Last weekend was the NAMI walk. We had 13 people on my team. All family. It was a nice day out and we had a good walk. Grase took alot of pictures so hopefully I can get some up when she posts them. Sunday we had our one day assembly but me and Karson were uterlly EXHAUSTED from the walk so we did not make it. On top of that I felt like I was getting sick. This past Wed was Veteran's day and I went to Dland with Erica King, Grase, Sofia, Amy and Quinton. We had fun but I still felt as if I was getting sick. Thursday I woke up feeling really sick. I don't have a fever so it is just a cold. It is mostly just a cough and some congestion in my chest, but it still is annoying. Last night, Saturday, we went on a belated dinner for my parents Anniversary. Their anniversary was Novmeber 6th. We went to a German restaurant in Anahiem. We had a good time. We are going on a family Dland day in December for their gift. We also gave them a night in a hotel near dland. We took family portraits about a month ago at Toby and Grase's and that was another gift we gave them. We put the pics in a big frame that said FAMILY. I also made them a DVD of all the pics we took. The pics came out nice and I will post some for you all to see. Today I am at home still sick, I have to rest up for the work week ahead. Next weekend we are planning to go to San Diego to go to the Zoo with Kris, Erica, Toby, Grase and Sofia. It will be fun, she loves animals. She has started to point at everything that interests her. She also is talking more. She says "duck", "yoda" along with mama and dada. She barks like a dog when she hears or sees something she thinks is a dog. She is so interested in everything, she gets into everything. She is crawling and I am sure it won't be long before she walks. She has seven, yes seven, teeth now. She is growing up so fast!!! I love my little niece!!

For those who have not heard our house was broken into and all our game systems, some jewelry and some other stuff was stolen. We are okay and that is the good thing.

Well that is all for now.

Dez

Weekend fun

We visited Rosemead this weekend. We got to hang out with family and we even squezed some dland time in too. Here are some pics. FYI Karson just replaced a part that fixed my car!!! Yah!!!

Weekend is over

Well we had a busy weekend. Saturday Karson worked and I cleaned. Toby and Grase came to drop of Sofia and head out to a concert at the House of Blues in Downtown Disney. Sofia was such a good baby! She is so cute.... Toby and Grase got back and spent the night. We went to meeting on Sunday then we went to eat with Jimmy and Kelly at Portillo's. Then we headed to Super Target for a diaper run. We had a jacuzzi night and Toby, Grase, Jimmy and Karson got to soak in the hot tub. Me and Kelly were watching Sofia. I took these pictures of her because she was wearing her Star Wars shirt mommy bought her. Today is a Holiday in the County so I am at home just relaxing and thinking about how nice this weekend was.

Dez

This weekend!

Wohoooo! We get to babysit Sofia this weekend! Saturday night Toby and Grase are going to a concert so we get to watch the baby. Then they are staying the night and we get to hang out on Sunday and i have Monday off too!!!! So happy!! I love watching Sofia!!!! Wohooo!

Update

Last weekend we went to Rosemead to visit family. Here is a great picture that Grase got of Karson and Sofia....yes that is Karson's hand. She did this and we all thought it was so cute.

Well this past weekend we really just rested. Friday and Saturday Karson worked so I was just at home cleaning and washing...and resting. Sunday we were not feeling well but managed to get out of the house and go grocery shopping. I even practiced driving stick shift in Karson's car for a little bit. I think I did better than the first time I tried driving a stick shift! I think with practice I can actually do it!! That was about it for our weekend. Next weekend we are babysitting Sofia!! Can't wait!

Dez

Back to work :(

So I went back to work on Monday. All was going good until around 4pm...then my body turned on me. I had really bad pain and was exhausted. By the time I got off at 5:30pm I was so tired and grumpy. I don't know what it is about bieng at work. I am only working 8 hours for the first two weeks but I have to work 9am-5:30pm. When I go to my 10 hour days it will be 7am-5:30pm. I don't know how i am going to do it. Even if I did not have pain that would be hard.
So I have been having pain again and I am not sure what is going on now. I just don't know what to do now. Was my surgery for nothing? Oh well I guess I can't complain, at least I had a few weeks of low pain. Me and Karson are going to try to eat healthier and excercise more so maybe that will help.
Dez